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Mister Saphire

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[15 Jul 2004|04:42pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

burn the edge the ashes have settled
raising glare and the glisten of a starlit night
wait don't blame the orange grove for the failure
too much a lonsome loathing life
why the question answers a ring to the sun
where the moon is afraid to be free and seen
dont care that what is done is done
make amends falling in
the black hole wont swallow up
unless the closeness is rigid and the strength becomes weaker
please try, for the best ever known savior lies in you

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[14 Jul 2004|07:22am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

I am back. It's been much long of an anticipated wait for me. The year almost has gone by and now I am finally back with you, one known as journal. Now pretend you are the creature of my dreams and let me bleed with you. Watch my eyes pulse and glisten and burn for but only you. My life is an astonishing array of twists turns falls pain and loss. The burning deep in my soul wont leave me. The tears from within are never shed on the surface. Weakness is the only true weakness. Dont feel pressured, but don't feel like you dont have to care. The girl maybe gone, but the girl is still here. So close, but so far. All I ever wanted was to hold you in my arms till the end of time and all the happenings that be, truly don't mean enough to me to lose you and fall deeper and deeper down into this cavern of loss pain and suffering. The anxious waiting brings mixed emotion and swinging of tempers from good to bad to nothing at all. I am just a man without you im a man without a soul. Beleive me when I say that I LOVE YOU. And dont be sad when I'm sad. Just know that I'm not sad becouse of you, but I am sad becouse I can't be with you. You don't make me sad, I make myself sad by thinking about how and why and what I've done to drive myself from you, and not seeing you makes me sad, and the thought of you with someone makes me die a little, but it's not you that makes me sad, it's me not having you that I happen to get sad by my love.

So I will end this long awaited entry of many moons, and wish upon a grave to take me before my soul is completely gone and Everything ever known to me means nothing anymore.

yours truly,
Mister Saphire

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[27 Jun 2003|01:10am]
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How compatible with me are YOU?
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[27 Jun 2003|12:30am]
Happy Deathday!
Your name:mistersaphire
You will die on:Monday, July 30, 2012
You will die of:Stroke
Created by Quill
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I Am a Beligerant Fucker.... [21 Jun 2003|11:09am]
Magic Number13
JobMost Hated Person - Ever
PersonalityParanoid And With Good Reason
TemperamentPussy Cat
Likely To WinNothing
Me - In A WordBelligerent
Brought to you by MemeJack

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[12 Aug 2002|02:09am]

What Kind of Goth Are You?

This dark quiz was made by Xenianth!
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I just wrote this freely in the journal as I was typing [05 Aug 2002|03:12am]
Time has begun to fight
My men have gone too far
They are out of sight
And now I'm too sore
Where are we going
What have we been fighting for
A lost vengence seen
My soul flown away
Life torn from others
Many men battered down
Taking rights from all
Now just to conquer man

Mr. Saphire
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Running Tired [04 Aug 2002|03:38am]
[ mood | tired ]

Running, I feel like I'm just running for no reason. Hopefully it is running towards sleep. World of dreams, and chaotic fantasies. I'm getting tired, but I just wanted to say goodnight to you. I guess i haven't been with many of my friends like you lately. well I hope to hang with you more often journal. bye .


we are probably going to New Hampshire with Lin and Mike monday. he just asked me to go. I just need to run it bye lottie and sad eyes first. bye.

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Colors of the Future are Brighter in the Dark [04 Aug 2002|03:17am]
[ mood | surprised ]

The colors I see staring out the window are more than a rainbow of imagination a freedom. Confinement of life fills me with frustration and I have not seen my friends Mike and LiN in so long that we are beging to forget about each other. A cop, a car, expired sticker that didn't belong to him anyways. A warning shot from authority to get that done soon. Afraid to drive from his path back and forth he maintains one root. Mike needs a job. We can,t help him out. he needs a vehicle. we can,t help him out. Feeling so helpless for one so close is like the pain of tearing my soul from my body.

Lottie is extravagant as ever. Sleeping on my bed over across the room with our one and only Sad Eyes at her side. Boredom is the only part of you that drags on the end longer than it shuld be. I am bored so that shall make this beautiful eveing last long than I want.

"Eyes set so far away and free
Eyes sent far away for me
This even, this sacrafice
Even the eyes of a Savage
Can see pain like You and me"

This is my poem that I just wrote feel
free to read but please do not steal
these are my feelings not yours

Mr. Saphire

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[25 Jul 2002|03:08am]

Which Marilyn Manson are you? Take the Which Marilyn Manson are you quiz to find out!
Quiz by Chameleon669!
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* * *DREAMING* * * [25 Jul 2002|02:37am]
[ mood | hungry ]

Dreaming of her face again, it's bright and blue and shimmering. Grinning wide and comforting me with her warm wild eyes. Im just thinking about her. Lottie is at home, as I'm at mine tonight. Her and I celebrated our 2 year aniversary on the 22nd. It is so wonderful to be able to say that. I do love her more than the sky loves its stars and the sun loves its shine.

I will give you a racap on what has been going on. On July 16th and 17th, Lottie, Sad eyes, and I went to Ozzfest 2002. Sheenuh my sister tagged along on Tuesday. I like hearing and seeing new bands. Chevelle played a good set. But Rob Zombie i believed blew the place away. And System of A Down wow, the guitarist, i forget his name, he had an amazing solo. It was just spectacular.

Lately Just Lottie Sad Eyes and I Have been hanging out at each others houses. I havent pierced either of them since there nipples. They are both so great. We havent hung out with LiN and Mike for like a month, we seen them at ozzfest on the wednesday but we didnt hang out just talked for like 5 minutes.

Right now I'm watching VH1 being Rob Zombie. He is a funny guy and seems like a good person. It would be cool to hang out with him someday.

Good-bye for now. I would like to say I will try to update more often but I am often not motivated enough. Well i will be seeing you around.

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Never Open Frozen Soda [02 Jul 2002|02:26am]
[ mood | artistic ]

Something I realized a few days ago is that you shouldn't open frozen soda. I was about to go to bed, and had just remembered that I had a can of soda in the freezer so I grabbed it. The soda was buldging out one end when i took it out and then the other end expanded in my hand. So i set it down to thaw for a while. As I was laying in bed talking to Lottie I figured thats the soda was thawed enough. Well I opened it and the soda just started coming out on me and my rug so I threw it out of my room.

Now to apolagize for not updating my journal as of late. Well my sister Sheena has been hogging the computer all week so whenever I went near it she was there and wouldn't vacate. Bitch. I am over that now. Shes at her friends house tonight so I get to be controlled by this mind controlling box tonight. Well I have pretty much just been with my Lottie lately, and Sad Eyes. They both are the greatest individuals I have ever meet. Just to let you know I will try to refrain about involving my sister in my journal as much is I can. She is rather annoying I have to put up with her all week while our Parents are on Vacation camping in Maine.

Well Sad Eyes and Lottie are calling for me to pierce them From the den. So I shall go now, to forfill the pain with pleasure.

Farewell to all and to all a goodnight some may say, but i say Farewell to the night and may all dream of pain.

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Nice To Meet You [27 Jun 2002|02:16am]
[ mood | devious ]

Hello Journal. Nice to meet you. I like what you have done with my place. This you should know is my first ever entry into a journal. I hope you like me I have great expectations for you and me. I guess I should tell you a little about myself. Well, My name is Mr. Saphire. I would like to be addressed as Mister, as all real men should. I currently have an extraordinary girlfriend named Lottie, and she also has a girlfriend and her name is Sad Eyes, she is a cute girl. We are currently looking for an apartment due to us all needing to get away from our parents to be more independent. I also would like my own lair to dwell. I will talk to you often journal, since know I that I like you.

Sleep Tight Journal It Will Be Light Soon and We Don't Want To See That

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